So much that it hurts

Have you ever loved a song or band so much that it hurt? I have. I fall in love with bands and songs on a monthly/weekly/daily basis. I guess I could blame my mom. It must have been all those years surrounded by musicians and music growing up that made me love it so much. After the last week packed full with amazing musical talent and the chance to meet some of my favorite musicians, I found myself wondering if they appreciate their fans as much as we appreciate them. I can honestly say after seeing, meeting and talking with Coheed and Cambria and Dear and the Headlights I love them more and more. After all the Coheed experiences I have had it seems impossible to love them more but I do! The craziest thing is that I am on some sort of band overload right now and it is actually making me depressed. Strange, but is making my heart hurt. I wanna do it all over again but I can't, and I want to see them all again, like we are best friends, but I know I wont for awhile. I don't know, its just making me sad for some reason.

"They don't even know what it is to be a fan. Y'know? To truly love some silly little piece of music, or some band, so much that it hurts." Sapphire-Almost Famous

"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriosuly, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends." Penny Lane-Almost Famous